anterograde tomorrow

“my name is jongin. i’m the writer who lives next door. see you tomorrow, hyung. don’t forget!”

sunflowers

pretty things make me happiest

growl

i hate it when i wake up late omg

i also hate receiving calls within
the first hour of waking up
because i am very grumpy during that time
so

also the internet didn't connect for like 30 minutes ugh

but now i have fast internet and i just watched growl

i like the chinese version better actually

curtains

all my posts have been quite pointless so far

update on life: my weight's been the same but my waist got smaller but my hips are getting inhumanly womanly i feel pregnant and god damn bingo wings

good news of the day

it has been confirmed that a classmate of mine is going to edit the extra page for the yearbook of our class which in short means we are going to get it the way we had wanted it to yaho yaho

my brother is going back to hong kong tomorrow with my step mom and her husband which is not my dad lol and my baby nephew

today i will blog about my classmates (this was decided when i was showering just now) (proves that important decisions are always made during showers)

uhm i will not blog about everyone today though because ain't nobody got time for that
but i will eventually blog about most of them when i have the time to

but today i will only blog about two of my classmates that sit at the row in front of me in class which are:

1. the no swag uke alice lee spadey cristierra ausbrecher also known as xinyi or STFU XINYI and the victim of my rubber band shots etc

2. the twerking horse hardcore gamer chan huey-shen with a dash etc

i will start by saying that i actually have a serious love/hate relationship with both of them
there are days when i feel like strangling them
but they are both nice people and are fun to be around and are great to talk to unless they start philosophising on their theories and perspective of life but they are people and they talk and we cannot stop them and i don't know where i'm going with this sentence so

okay

i don't actually have anything to blog/say about them i just think they are great people and i'm grateful that i found friends like them although sometimes they are just facepalm and i think they make my last year of high school memorable because they make the best best-worst-no-one-predicted-to-be-deskmates deskmates ever

i will end this post with pictures because i feel less lazy today compared to other days

exo tall-line fanart by yours truly

 doodled this in the physics lab sitting in between andriana and yee ling and we were talking about dicks and dick sizes and how in the near future i will have a fansite named dicks cocks and penises or something like that

 a meaningful card message from object 2

i don't know why she called me gay when i am obviously straight

another meaningful card message but from object 1

i will not answer your question about infinite ever

i will also point out that she said anyway instead of anyways

beautiful card messages with a quote to remember

last but not least

did i also mention that they are great designers 

because exo#

and that i have it imprinted in their brains that i am

amanda kim

in a nutshell (credits to object 1)

they are great people to have as classmates because who else would make such meaningful cards

black pearl

today was a nice day

the form 5s took the pictures for the extra page in the yearbook

and i like our class' idea a lot 

and i think it will be great if it's edited/turns out the way we wanted it to lol

i am very satisfied although my picture will be derp but nothing's new

also went for a tin mining exhibition thing

with a few of my classmates and some other students etc

it was an okay fun tiring trip hm

and our tour guide's name was hillary and said person is actually a guy

also

i want to meet a makoto tachibana cosplayer

but so far most of the makoto cosplayers i've seen online are rather disappointing

oops

kim jongin is my black pearl

i don't actually know what that means

bananas

only day two and i'm giving up on blogger because

i hate my theme layout template whatever the hell it is called

summer 21

wow it's been so long since i've last blogged that i've forgotten how hard it is to actually come up with an interesting post title for first posts that isn't hello or hi this is my first post lol

okay i forgotten what i wanted to blog about but hm

so the thing is

 i am blogging again after a year

if you are wondering why a year instead of years it's because i had a blog a year ago that was private and i was the only viewer/reader and i was in my emo phase that time and all my posts were either sad or angry or suicidal

i just deleted that approximately 10 minutes ago although all the settings were private i am paranoid someone might find it which would be horrible lol

i am well aware that i don't type with proper punctuation

i like apostrophes they're cute so i will use them thank you very much

the post title is summer 21 because of this!!!! (you should probably read this regardless if you're in the fandom/a shipper or not but it's very sad so don't read it if you don't want to be sad but it's a very nicely written fanfiction so you should probably give it a try)

it's 12:18am right now and i have an ugly blog theme/template so i will change it after i finish typing this

i have yet to watch free iwatobi swim club episode 3

in my future posts you will only see me typing in lowercase because i absolutely hate uppercase and will not use them unless necessary heol

do you realize that most of my sentences start with i which can only mean one thing (i like to talk about myself sometimes and it's unstoppable really) (i will tell you things you don't wanna hear)

also i'm blogging again on blogger because there is something about blogging on blogger that is different than blogging on tumblr

i had a writing blog on tumblr

it had always been calm and peaceful and quiet and full of my personal hatred and thoughts and opinions about things there but then one fine day a girl followed me and she talked to me and then heaps of people followed me and i was very uncomfortable with that

i'm not even sure if my grammar is correct in the previous paragraph but i'm too lazy to double check

i have a new writing blog on tumblr but it's not really considered a writing blog because i also reblog quotes and post weird things there like i would make a post entitled favorite names and i would list down my favorite names and then that's it

my favorite names are actually audrey daisy natalie and erika

if i have daughters in the future i will name them those

i don't have favorite boy names i cannot think of any either at the moment

i don't know how to end this lol